about that now whenever motherhood scares me.
Whenever Lily climbs too high.
Whenever she gets sick.
Whenever I feel that old panic telling me to hold too tightly because I waited so long to have her.
I think about a 101-year-old woman enduring a 90-minute car ride because missing the birthday was worse than the journey.
And I think about the unfinished sleeve.
Grandma didn’t need to finish every part herself.
She only needed to leave enough for me to continue.
Maybe that’s what families are.
Not perfect things preserved carefully in boxes.
Just unfinished work passed from one pair of hands to another.
And if we’re lucky, somebody teaches us not to be afraid of leaving a few wrinkles.
